This is one of the mysterious phenomenon happening in Kuching few times in a year, where a rainbow-like circle surrounds the sun, known as a “halo”. At first I thought it was an eclipse, though it’s different haha..

Wish upon a sun

Taken from my university’s cafeteria.. Using my SE W610i thank you..

The nicest photos during my trip to Borneo Highlands long ago.. Well, few months ago haha, sorry for the lack of update here, been.. busy.. However, let me compensate with what’s lying ahead

Light of Heaven

The Journey Begins

Nature Calls

Proudly gazing

A clear blue sky.. clear like our mind, soaring freely, as far as the eyes of the soul could see..

This pic was taken behind my house when the weather is just right, not too bright nor too dim. Taken using a  SE w610i mobile phone camera, nice angle too in my opinion haha..

Ok, enough with my sad part of life. I’ve decided I’ll post photography and anime related stuff here. Though I don’t have a DSLR, hope I still qualify to take pictures with a Digicam ^^ As a photo blog is not always about lenses. I like to take photos of objects or nature *flowers* from different angles, non-human pictures would be more suitable haha.. Showing a different view of a tiny little object where us humans didn’t notice much, it’s a nice wonderful small world out there which is worth showing

For me, I especially like to use the macro function o.O taking close clear pictures of objects, not pimples please ^^” Food may be the second best for macro haha as I like to eat so much, sometimes even forgetting to take a picture of them, freezing them in frames ^^ And making you hungry lol

As for anime.. I’ll need to think what difference to post them here and my main blog haha..

BTW, today is 08.08.08 Hope everyone had a nice day on this very special day. I had a very special moment today already, I’m very happy and excited I’m going crazy Ciao!

The lonely flower in the middle of nowhere

Many times we felt alone in this foreign-like world. Such that our friends feel so much like strangers, we had nothing common to talk about, we do not understand each other at all, we avoid even eye contacts.

Confiding in friends, is it a good thing? Some times friends realize something bad about us, when we were confiding in them, they realize how evil we are, thus will make effort to avoid us, leaving us behind slowly, with nothing good in it but loneliness..

Sometimes I felt so lonely without friends around, not keeping in touch, they keep avoiding me, keeping secrets behind me, not sharing any topic with me seeing that I’m not knowledgeable in it, going out with other friends not asking me to join.. Think that’s part of life..

And so life partner exists.. But is not so great after all if that person is not the right one. I’ve experienced it, the world of only us two, but when others are involved, matters get complicated, a world of friends is not possible anymore. To me, it is not fair as we need our own freedom sometimes, and so loneliness would just increase with every second being with him.. However, even with friends, they will surely slowly disappear into their own little infant-marriage life. In the end.. Loneliness is all we have.. Like the phrase quoted “We born alone, we die alone”.

The lonely flower will always feel lonely whenever, wherever it might float..

In the middle of nowhere, in this dark lonely world, fade away slowly..

The sound of the sea, no longer heard, the clear blue skies, no longer seen..

My painful soft heart, let me fade gently into the warmth of loneliness..

We will not see each other again, and so it will be, farewell my hated love..

This will be my super second blog after my primary main blog, Serene’s Silent Secrets since the blog is quite messy and packed. I might turn this blog into a niche type, but it depends, as I’m always lacked of information, or I might jumble up everything again like rojak, well, rojak is tasty, different kinds of taste

I’m still trying with all the widgets and stuff in wordpress, kind of complicated a bit but with help from the internet, I’ll surely(I hope) be able to navigate around easily haha..

As for the name “Black X Red”, don’t ask me.. I just thought the name is cool somehow. But I like Black x Pink color o.o Oh well.. Let me be more evil ^^ Anyway, more updates soon and see what this blog will turn out to be, hope my hands doesn’t turn it into another “Personal” blog #.*